Good, Bad and Indifferent

I have spoken to the specialist, and he agrees not to push me to take the Lamotrigine if I am nervous of it.

Also, I am on day 4 of not smoking - and am so pleased - God is very good.

Bad:

Daughter Emma was told yesterday that if the cysts on her ovaries do not get smaller, they will operate when she is 20 weeks pregnant bless her.

Indifferent:

So I am staying on the drugs Im on now, at a reduced dose, altho, being off work means I relax more and it seems easier.

He is going to ring me in 6 weeks, and then if nothing changes, we will leave it, if it deteriorates too much, then research I suppose, there are no more options - no more drugs we ran out or they're not suitable.

I am so so please that everyone is ok. I was really worried about all of you - we are foot and mouthing over here, lol - actually its getting a bit serious - hope it dont get over there

Love you all, and pray for you all

take care